Our first errands out

It is hard to describe the feeling of the car ride home from the hospital with Jesse in the back, knowing with Addie too our little car, our home was complete. We did it. I'm not sure how sometimes but our family felt good and whole since we found out we were carrying a child. We have been so blessed as well. We have been supported every step of the way with our family's and friends encouragement and blessings. At the top of this blog there are pictures of my kids, weird saying kids, as we get ready to go to the drive in bank first and then home. This afternoon we visit the doctor for Jesse and me to visit with the lactation consultant. If there is one thing you could lift us up for is that we will eventually get to breastfeed. Jesse is having latching on issues and I am engorged trying to relax, release and get him fed. We are supplementing right now but I am frustrated and emotional trying to make this work. I'm home and I eagerly want this to work.

Jesse loves his swing our old sitter Mayra gave us. It helps when I am trying to multitask around the house and with Addison. He is currently sleeping there and doing well. We will update you later after our doctor visit and let you know what was said. I pray that whatever happens I have done my very best on my side and my part that I can't feel guilty later if things don't work out for my plans. With the move we have certainly learned that His plans are always greater and better than I can ever imagine or conjure up. Love you all and talk to you soon!